Even so, it took me a while to realize that. I'm slow like that. Silly me.
It's clear now that I'm the wrong one here. I've been too caught up in my own problems to look beyond it. The natural progression of things is that I should apologize, but I don't even know where to begin now. They've tried all they could with me and now they just don't want to bother. I've caused so many problems and have annoyed so many people that now I don't even know what they're annoyed at me about. It's not a hedgehog's dilemma anymore. It's just a fucking mess. It seems like I have no other choice but to wait it out and then apologize. I'll keep my chin up all the while.
Talking to Ehtesham helps for some reason. Talk about an unexpected source. It's easy listening to him 'cause he's not directly caught up in this mess. Thank God for him.
Swinburne Cup is coming up. I can't imagine anything but 10 hours of intense debating. While I'm scared, it's a good distraction as any. Since I like the club and want to stay in it, I might as well just work my ass off and give it my best.
With the 10th being just a day away, it's easier for me to be optimistic. I won't have to cut corners anymore. Still need to pay Rida back though. It's clear now that I inherently suck at managing my personal finance. Will have to work on that so that I wouldn't have to relive the past week again.
Business Law mid-sem exam is coming up (Insert horror here). Scared? Yes. It's a hella fun class though.
